Is silence safe?

Dear reader,
I thought i was careful with how i spoke.
Yet in the end,
My words still stab deeper than any blade.
I still cant figure out how to turn my words from daggers into flowers for him.
But please know i am trying my best.

Dear reader,
I thought i figured out how to turn my words into flowers.
I was wrong.
Instead i handed him the bush thorny stems first.
I am still trying..
I don't know if he wants me to though.

Dear reader,
I am certain I have figured it out.
I know the answer. If i dont speak then there is no words to be daggers or hand fulls of thorns.
If i am silent then he is safe.

Dear reader,
Do you think he will want safe if this is what it comes to?

Sincerely, the mute