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the sadness in you

Sadness in your eyes, that I can see a mile away,
Sitting out in the cold, with tears falling down your face,
Your heart filled with so much hate,
You go to sleep thinking things are gonna get better the next day,
But it doesn�t, so you lose all source of faith,
And People talk to you but there isn�t anything you wanna say;
You feel stuck in life, like a mouse, in a mouse trap,
You�re just laid out flat;
And there�s nowhere to go, and you feel like no one feels your pain,
it's like a thousand blades going through your body with flames and still living, the pain is insane,
you feel like in life that there is no more to gain,
you go crazy you forget your own name;
you look around and you start to wonder who's really there,
then you start to think, what if I died who'd care?
who'd look in my grave and glare?
you think more, and you sense a lot fear,
so many things happening at once, you wonder if there's a broken mirror,
you wouldn't be able to handle 7 years;
you're in a need of a rabbits foot, or a penny laid on heads,
something that says it wishes you the best,
nothing comes easy life is just a series of tests,
these are ones that you don't know what's next;
like seasons change feelings change,
nothing ever stays the same,
you have to have love, and hate, you learn through pain,
so many things you go through life, just some things are strange;
you think they wouldn't happen to you, but they do,
and it's hard to handle the truth,
but it's something you should expect, nothing new,
and you wonder when you look in the ocean water of your reflection, do I even know you?