the violence of you

*please read author's note

the fuckery of things is I love you
I never meant to
it's not in my nature to fall
I stumbled into the sex and violence of you

you will deny your nature
I taste it can't be hidden from me
it's wild and animalistic
primal in the hunt
hungry in the pursuit of female flesh to devour

I see you break them every day
watch them succumb to your heat and charm
then you discard them
using them only how and when it pleases you
little dollies to be shelved
when they no longer amuse

I've played the game
the adoring whore
the cunt
the bitch for you
but one day something changed
I actually cared for you

it took years to beat down my doors
you did it though
and I was caught off guard
naked and ashamed of who I am in your eyes

this level of honesty will piss you off
good
I'm glad

that will mean I got your blood pumping today

cos I know you will be rock hard
when you humiliate me