Letters I Will Never Send

Dear dad,
Why do you insist on drinking alcohol? And then trying to hide the fact that you are? My sister and I are not idiots. We found all your bottles and cans. Is this why you have such a bad temper? And insist on yelling about every damn thing?

Dear mom,
Why do you think you are everything? I am a person too. Why do you always make me the villain? Why cant you see that I'm falling apart while you are too busy trying to tell me your life is worse and I should stop complaining?

Dear sister,
Why do you always get what you want? Is it because you are older? I do everything our parents ask both of us to do. Its like you dont even care that I do everything for you. You dont do any work and only care about yourself. What happened to our strong bond?

Dear family,
I'm trying. I really am. But everything I do I just get bitched at because it wasnt good enough.....I wanst good enough.

Maybe living is not for me.
Maybe I am not meant for this world.
Maybe I will have something better after death.