Watercolors

You disappear from view
Making my heart beat wild
Your voice calming
Grief stealthily woven between the lines
My tears
So warm and hot
I want you to feel them, too
So that you will have to be close to me
I will leap through time
Once again
To set things right
But my time is up
Finally coming to a close
I am finished playing God
As you are finished being in my world
It's been a awhile since I have been in reality
For I have been too caught
In the past
I wish I had known
What our future is meant to be
The watercolor paints
Used to create my perfect picture
Slowly dripping away from the canvas
As I try and paint them for you
To bring you joy in the future
Even though I enjoy living in the past more