Moving forward

Another chance with an outer body romance.
Intimacy and connection is the C.P.R I need.
Another treck down the same old road, love for my self is the debt I am owed.
Just trust In my self, it was danger where I fell,
I pray this new trip will not be a navigational hell.
Keep my head up and my ego down, I can't let my subconscious drag me back on this fear bound Russian roulette round.
Forward, forward is my direction, there is no going back.
I will take my memories and lessons learnt.
I can't apologize enough for the people I have hurt.
But I take my God by my side, while we travel in with the tide.
It is now a new home of happiness I hope to reside....