Just Fine

It happens on its own
It seems to set the tone
Anxiety takes over
I feel distant and on edge
Backing steping off an awarke ledge
Everyday
day to day interations
Brings The opposite of satisfaction
I've created my own personal faction
Only giving me baffled reactions
Followed by stumbling retractions
And time to reflect on my actions
Much math is done in subtraction
Depression is the expression
Same life lesson
I think i need more sessions
Lost count of transgressions
I need to hide inside
Metephroicly speaking i think
Although this room
Its snugger than one would think
Warm like mink
No strangers lurking
No broken girls twerking
Alone in my head
My mind wants me dead
Sherdded by lead
Activity is key
one said
Distract
Move forward
Live those feelings deid
Quickly running away
Dont stop till a brighter day
At least one did say
This is a way
To make me stay
And people not convey
A look of disaray
Maby next time I'll try
To smack those feeling aside
To be outside and feel alive
I can make those feelings subside
Just as easy as that
Its just day by day
Love life
Its almost may
I keep trying
Positive I'll do fine
I think of life in rhymes
I'll fall sometimes
But again
be just fine