Fool to love

I use to write so many lines,
now I’m just lost in time,
It’s because you’re not here,
I miss your smile and cheer,

You seem happy where you are,
such a bright and shinning star,
You were a light touching hearts,
now where shall I even start,

I felt so warm with your smile,
now I drift in a complete denial,
My heart you held in your hands,
but you just didn’t understand,

I wanted you more than a friend,
but now I have to begin again,
You saw me as someone there,
braking my heart without a care,


Emptiness sits with me today,
and I wonder if I’ll ever be OK,
I fell for you when our eyes met,
that moment I won’t forget,

A rush of fire filled my soul,
giving such warmth to behold,
You had to feel emotions then,
weren't we more than friends,

I felt alive when you were near,
Your warmth erased my every fear,
I hungered for your lips to kiss,
to melt our bodies in complete bliss,

You had to know just how I felt,
but your heart I could not melt,
Is it a crime to love you so much,
to hold and want to feel your touch,

We've talked in circles going around,
But your love, it couldn’t be found,
That hurts me deeper than anything,
I thought my love would bring a ring,

The diamonds turn to black stone,
because your deaf ears left me alone,
I feel such a void ripping me inside,
but for you my love I still would die,


I dreamed of you as my soul mate,
together in a lover's embrace,
But my dream slowly slipped away,
no matter what I tried to say

You’ll read this never to reply,
leaving me hanging, asking why,
I am a fool for loving you,
but love you, I honestly do.