Bound

[/i]Tied up today
my words don't come
because anxiety has me bound.

No word play
game called
on account of rain.

Anxiety building
I wanted to say some thing
what was it?

I forget
my brain twisted
into a coil of knots.

Afraid to express myself
paranoia setting in
tied up, gagged up, mouth shut.

People say i'm crazy
but still I need to speak
get it out.

A pill won't fix my ill
or quell my anxiety
make my voices still.

Tied down, tied up
inside out, upside down
inlet, outlet.

How to free one's mind
write it, so I write my rhymes
with my words untying.

Free from madness for the moment
no longer feeling bound
my deadly coils now lie dying at my feet.[/i]