Hooked

Gasping , Gasping I cant breathe
trembling and shaking knowing you are what I want,
but do not need
The chills you give me make me hug myself
Knowing your quick doses are good for my sprit but bad for my health
because of you I do not recognize reflections anymore
I 've become antisocial and retreated to introverting some more
Unfairly prescription drugs come with warnings
unknowing I had no indication of how for you I would be yawing
my skin crawls seeking your package calming
as i travel the past with many versions of me spawning
I share thoughts, argue and I fight with
me , myself and I
wishing I knew what you would do me
once you convinced me
That I should give you a try