Is it worth it

Started off kisses and happiness
Spontaneous adventures
Date nights
Just madly in love with one another
Life was good
Then you became angry
You’ve always had a temper but
You changed
You make me cry
You hurt me
You make me hate myself
You treat me like I’m stupid
You make me feel horrible
You make me wanna relapse
Your words are like daggers into my heart
It’s like your goal is to break me
To shatter everything about who I am
You don’t love me you hate me
If you loved me you wouldn’t treat me this way
If you loved me you wouldn’t push me over the edge
I don’t even know who I am any more
My thoughts aren’t my thoughts they’re yours
Cause anything I’d do on my own would only upset you and make my life worse
I love you but I hate you
This isn’t how love is suppose to be
I shouldn’t be living in fear of you
Is it even worth it anymore......