Life without you...

Changes... Xxxtentacionxxx

Physical pain to emotional now...
I... Feel so alone...
No matter what i say...
She'll won't come back...
The one person that i loved... (Not that way though... Friends.)
I can lie or i can tekl the truth...
I've done both...
Thinking i could say something to get her to come back...
In the end i guess it didn't matter...
It meant nothing...
I poured my heart out...
I'm in a lot of physical pain...
So i was hoping that i could talk to her before i did anything rash...
My old gym teacher said he's sorry... Because he told me i should've been hanging out with her...
I wanted to ask why... But i couldn't...
"We're not getting along right now..."
"Oh... Well..."
I feel like my metaphorical heart is shrinking... Slowly disappearing