The letter i cant send...

Looking back...
This is still on my mind...

What would you do...
If I told you i loved you
If i said your constantly on my mind
If i held you tight
If i told you i can't live without you

What would happen..
If i hurt you
If i fucked up a little too much
If i made you fall for me
If i... Kissed you

What...
If i was made you for you and you were made for me...
If this is it...
What if i pulled you close...
What if i change you name...

What ifs by kane brown...

What if i lose control...
What if i lose sight of who i am...
What if i dissapeared...
What if i leave you...
What if i messed you up...
What if we're meant to be...
What if...
My mind is filled with these questions.

Would you give me an answer...
Would you leave me...
Would you say these.back...

If i had the chance...
To kiss you
I would without a doubt...

I asked you once...
But I'm asking again...
Only a certain person will know who I'm talking about...

This is going to be shitty but...
What would you have done if i had turned to you and kissed you... The day we we're alone... And i told you i wanted to kiss you...

You told me someone else asked you
"What would you do if i kissed you...?"
I didn't get the same response he did...

I know the situation we're in... But i don't care how mad you are at me... Just as long as you understand what I'm asking... And answer me honestly...

What if it's meant to be... Just let it be...

I spent 24 hours but i neex more hours... With you... Girls like you run around with guys like me til sun down
Girls like you love fun and yeah me too...
When i come through i need a girl like you if not you...

Maybe it's 10pm...
Maybe I'm just tired...
But i feel wide awake!
Maybe I'm just lonely...
But i don't when I'm with you...
When I'm with others... I still do...
Girls like you by maroon 5

I... Need you in my life...
You're beautiful...
Intelligent...
Brave... More than i at least...
Crazy! But i love the crazy...
You don't fight for your opinions... But i could fix that...
You don't want someone who you can read easily...
You're stubborn...
You care even when you say you don't...
Your funny...
You act tough... But really i know your softer then you say...

I've spent years with you...
Talking, hanging out, we dated once...
What i wouldn't do for another shot...

I regret not mustering up the courage and doing what i said first...

I'm not going to make this easy for other's to guess at... But i know you'll know...
I could mean my 2nd or my 3rd or even 4th... Or... 1st...

3rds bf don't get the wrong idea...
I am probably talking about 2nd... Or someone else...

Course though only they would know...
But who says they even know about this site..

I wish that i could feel how it felt to hold her again... Hokding her in my arms... For a period of time...
I've had a moment with this one in the dressing rooms during theatre practice... Quite a few times I've hugged her down there... Crying or laughing... Complaining or telling them how happy i was with them...

This narrows it down to... 2nd and 3rd...
I've done all of this with both...



... Ha just when i think moving on's getting closer...
Trying not to think about you but it ain't working

Im coming over... By i don't remember


In case you didn't know...
You had my heart the first time i saw you....
I don't know why...
But i felt something between us...


I can't write anymore without breaking down...
Just understand please...

This is the letter i can't send...