"Dad"

Funny how you paint the image of my life so perfectly...
I've out grown the empty promises...the many lies you tell to hide the fact that you're a terrible waste of human life...
Whispers behind my back ensures me that you're definitely "bitch made" approved....and yes indeed I'm pretty awesome in every aspect of my life...I my love don't owe you shit! Countless nights slipped by and funny you didn't have it in your heart to come home and be that "Dad" that's always shown on the t.v....but in so many ways you were that "Dad"....ya know the one that was always cheating, lying, putting other people's kids before your own....living your life how you wanted not caring who you hurt in the midst of your 24hrs of doing you.....wonder why my mental is Turnished...self hatred..the unwanted feeling always seemed to hunt me repeatedly..no one cares then...so why should I care now! Heartless,evil, mean are just a few words you let slip thru the same lips you used to lie to me as a child..so now in your golden years you seek love and uplifting  from me...but was NEVER there when I need that advice on the boyfriend tip...funny probably why I turned Gay! I'm reminded daily to Honor Thy mother and father....smh how one sided that is....because 1 of the 2 parents didn't honor Thy children. Blind eye to life NEVER got me far...just sealed lips..interesting enough that once the lips are unraveled no one likes their truth...#facts I'm not the Queen I am because of You! #reality Your lack of love Made me the Queen you see before You! Save your pats on your back because all you get the credit for is this Reckless bitch that be willing to forget we pump the same blood...