Love doesn't always die with the relationship

Sometimes I wonder if she puts the chair to the back of door, or keep the curtains close , or any of the little safety measures i gave her amongst more, wonder if she still hits the gym and works on her gains, or still hit the basketball court and work on her game,
Wonder if she still sees the value I saw behind her eyes, does she  still processes the ability to smile even when she cries, I can't say I ever loved you, if I can't say that now and then I don't still think about you, and it's no selfish ploy in mind or any idea that I can't live with out you, but you were once part of me so I'll forever wonder and worry about you..