Power ( The Red Chronicles 7)

They want me to be something i'm not    
Its eating at me  
This personality and its starting to rot    
They dont understand the meaning    
Its deeper than the surface    
Sneakier than the serpent    
Is it all worth it?    
The springs poking through the cot of my emotions    
This battlefield has two groups of players    
The men and The women    
How many you ask?    
In between the realm of things    
I can't seem to twist out the truth    
If you only knew how painful    
These feelings cut through    
Hate is a proper fitting    
Spending too much time grooming these lines    
For a horror film ending    
The abuse on both sides    
Verbal and physical    
It would get real nasty    
So then I'd break hearts    
These women tender loves    
I'm sorry    
But I did it all for the power and not the pussy.    
Now, those men were pity fucks    
I never cared for any except one    
I never shared    
I was and still am stingy    
And    
When I would skip college for this one , military hun    
I realized how many dreams I sold    
To this one and that one    
But I would get my fix here and there.    
And now I'm here    
With the same type    
 and I can't backspace    
I am the Lorax    
I'm the keeper of the Ps    
In between the knees    
Responsible for the climax    
All the sex that was left in my DM    
From AM to PM    
From women, when I would meet them it would begin    
I tried to end the cycle    
Be fullfilled before the night was through    
And one night I slept through    
I was scared I get caught    
too mant times I lied and lied    
Twas the night    
There was fire in his eyes    
But too good, was I?    
At making it up    
Then All that was left    
Is she going to take me back    
This was too much    
Setting myself up for a trap    
But still id travel to do lunch, dinner and use her for my college math    
Oh she was a match    
To my spark    
Review    
MIGUEL    
Its the tell tale of my heart    
No! Its the tale tell of her sex    
When she was in a brand new lex-US    
I didn't have to solicite    
Her lips would often visit mine    
I wasn't prepared for this    
HELL    
That Id feel after breaking her heart one last time    
You couldn't see it in the dark    
Only the shine of the son    
Was it a wrinkle in time    
Flirting back and forth    
Flickering back and forth    
Rubbing her pussy    
Back and forth    
You wouldn't understand    
A verbal intercourse    
A Mathematical intercourse    
A one to the 2    
Two on 1    
3 or more    
Thats an addiction whore    
Sucking words from the dictionary    
Ill only be outed through the game of pictionary and my    
Phone is on the lock screen    
When I return    
Still licking the lolipop    
Change of scene    
I love when she comes    
And she comes    
And comes up    
I like the bottom    
But ill take the top    
Of the cake    
For power    
Thanks    
Kate    
Your the reason why Nicole didn't work out    
I left her to work out her issues    
Went back to him to and handed him the box of tissues    
   
To be continued    
 
Its just poetry fiction :-)