Two weeks Earlier (Collab with MasonsNightmare, Xorcist)

So let me clear it up from two weeks earlier.

I had no reason to talk or even look at her.

Knowing the mistakes that we both made.

Both take the blame for foolish games.

That we were both playing.

And I know I've been living dead ever since.

My heart sunk into the stomach acid.

And my stomach disappeared like magic.

Walking around with a knot within my guts.

Hopes of us talking again and I can come back and live up.

What was lost the cause of effect was so large.

I feel like I was lost in a cell behind invisible bars.

No reason to be sober now.

That's two weeks earlier and its October now.

Seeing if I still have a heart beat.

Maybe its just offbeat.

Probably never come back to many mistakes made that day that I cant wash away.

So now I guess its time to awfully say.

That its probably meant to be this way.

Thought I made it clear,

Thought I made it known.

I loved you from the beginning,

Just needed some time alone,

To think about what I did.

The choices I made were all wrong.

If I had eyes I woulda seen,

You loved me.

But now your gone.

Two weeks eariler things might have turned out different.

Things mighta been the way they were.

But now I'm caught between my feelings.

Should I stay or go?

I loved you and I still do.

But now there is another.

You had me once,

But misunderstandings tore us apart.

I'll always be here if you need me.

Maybe not in the best of moods.

But one thing you should always know.

Is that I still love you...