Tragic melody

My heart is breaking  
How much can it take?
You’re all I see when I close my eyes
And in every moment I’m awake  
 
My words are jumbled  
Letters bounce around in my head  
There are so many things  
I wish we hadn’t said  
 
I don’t know how to stand it
I don’t know what to do
How can I stay away
When all I want is you
 
You send my stomach a flutter
Turn my heart into butter
Make my words stutter  
I love you I mutter  
 
If love would have made you stay  
I would have told you I loved you everyday  
If money would have bought your heart  
There’s no price I wouldn’t pay  
 
I need you  
But you ran away  
It’s easier to cut out the pain  
Than stay with me another day  
 
All of the romantic movies  
Remind me of you  
All the love songs  
Do too
 
Your favourite things
Are engraved into my mind
All of my feelings for you  
Leave me speechless and blind  
 
So many memories
The littles things you’d say
You’re the opposite of me
Yet curiously the same  
 
I told you my secrets
You promised me you cared
I let you into my heart
But you left me alone in despair  
 
If I stare into your eyes
Will our heartbeats sync?
Will our pupils dilate?
Will our souls link?
 
We can sip vodka  
Under rainbows  
While we nibble on cookies  
And sit in the snow
 
Your heart is titanium  
Because we’ve been rolling in the deep  
Because of you  
I’m unable to sleep  
 
We can go to wonderland  
And I’ll be your angel with a shotgun
For you I’m a wild one  
Because our youth has just begun  
 
How did I mess up so badly  
How did everything go so wrong
Our love is a tragic melody baby
And I keep replaying our song