I'm Weak

My heart pangs and yearns
the flutters flit, float and turn
my fingers and toes tingle  
as i untangle
those long lovely locks  
wrapped around my mind
 
soft winds blow and  
I still can't get enough
 
but these darkened clouds
create chaos over
a smooth flowing stream
of consciousness
 
tugging at the tears
suspended with all my fears
red holding back the blues
navigation gone too
 
figments fighting off the fright
not saying what is right
or wrong
feelings so strong
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but im so weak