lost

i lost myself
with such ease
i have the devil
to appease
i lost you god
in a heroin nod
happiness stolen as i slept
so easy to detach
a stranger to myself
sobriety,i can not catch
trying to hold on
to some remnant of me
i'm so far gone i don't belong
put back on the shelf
recovery,a book unread
i'm so broken
inside so dead
to much unspoken
i am done not talking
need to find my way
going to start walking
only 12 steps away
good-bye heroin
today,
tomorrow,
forever,
i want to be ok