Lost Love

Darkness surrounds me..
The terrors of the night bound me..

Truly has it been this long?
Since the love of my life has been gone?

I can't take another heart break..
For sure this time it won't just ache..

How can I know for sure..
That this time this love can be cured?

You disappeared so long ago..
Being rational I should say hell no!

But my heart wins over my head
And honestly I feel a sense of dread

You say you won't leave
But what can I believe?

All I can think is I that love him..
But maybe its a sin

I can't let my feelings show..
Because for sure this time I know you'll go

Yet to me you'll forever be a gem..
But as you say..just take the smiles where you can get them