the day i lost myself

i lost you. that smile.
that laugh.
i lost the best dad.
Lost as fuck in this lonely ass world, i never thought i’d feel so stuck.
at this point i might just give up.
I don’t know anymore. i really just don’t. everybody’s telling me to keep
going but i don’t give a fuck.
To have a broken heart is one thing but to have a broken soul is another, i can’t live with this forever.
Damn,
i lost you. that smile.
that laugh.
i can’t believe i really lost you.
The only dad i ever had.