So O Slips

Did you really think
That stealing his red mug
You know, the one that matches your’s
Would bring him back to you?
 
You stupid bitch
Drunk again
Looking at pictures
Of him with a girl
That makes him fake
Happiness
 
It’s okay
She tells herself
Because he wanted
Her over you
And you over him
And of course
You’re drunk again
 
Self control can only
Get you so far
Now you are left with
His scars
And an empty car
 
Who possessed you
To proceed
With the lies
The pills
The greed
 
The antidepressant
You sought out
Dead wrong
This whole time
Thinking along
The dragonfly line
 
He was blunt
Don’t torture yourself
But let me hold you
Underneath
The steady water drip
Torture, you please
 
Easily
Heavily
Refresh, breath lost again
Because you stopped him
From pushing enter
Were you drunk, again?