I watch myself sleep XD

He sleeps so sound in his bed,look at him
laying his head on his pillow case hands tucked under his chest
I'm here.....but then who the hell is in my bed?! am I dead?  

its mealy a dream I guess, How is it possible to watch myself rest?
But now that I think of it, I'm not really asleep-staring down at him from the top corner of my room as I had perceived

was it a dream?
no, not such vivid imagery,what does it mean?can anyone tell me?
wait that cant possibly be me! or maybe it was, or maybe it is,
or maybe my soul has left again and now I'm a wisp

so I tried to touch him but ended up clawing,After I noticed
my missing arms wrists hands and fingertips made me panic in their absence, I tried to call him but stuck silent.
attempted to wake up but couldn't move my eyelids
+_shrieks as I fell from it_+:
(Spiralling-spiiiirrralling-spiralling)
I smash into him!
WAke in cold sweat......im Back again?