I Still Wait

Is the day
still dark
is there no way
of coming back
even today
I backtrack
from the grey
of the now black .

I want
to hope
I used
to dream
I can't
now cope
with what
has been .

Have you lost
your way
in the dark
of yesterday
the cost
is here to stay
in the frost
of frozen days ,
love lost
again I pray
insane
is  now my brain
broken pictures
are still framed
token fixtures  
stained
in my pain ,.

The raw hurt
is so unkind .
my poor eyes hurt
and now are blind
this burned
into my mind
the time
you turned
wrong into right .

 
You used to
always say
to go back
there is no way
but I have
to maybe pray
to hear you laugh  
inside the craze
the years have passed
a mental maze
you were my staff
that's why I wait .