A Submissive Dream

 
I've warred
been beaten into submission
struggled with my restraints
been blamed, renamed and claimed again

I don't know who I am

there is a force in me
that is from deep space
before there was light I was

there was great peace in the solitude
but I was alone
I had a dream
of a mate, a partner to journey with

I created beings
but would not force my love upon them
in truth they frighten me
getting so close to the real me

I wanted an equal
the race has evolved into many forceful entities
they sense me
secretly judge
some are brazen and challenge me

I'm smarter than that though
I will never occupy a face
or place that I can actually be contained

there is one though
that intrigues me
who I would have be master over my domain
over myself, my body

one to dominate me

he wants to see my face
I've shown him all representations of me
how I appear in human form
my celestial sexual code

I've given him the key

will I finally be free to inhabit a body
a place where I am free to be myself
without any judgement?

yes I'm all woman
you're very close
now come get me