on a first name basis

if you had only known
these creations
we have flown
changed from barricades
 left shown
like the
willed and weeding
cut the branches
that were  
slowly receeding  

i was
hunched
above
 the cloud cover
 in swollen ,
feelings
reliving  my heart's
message
 
and so I wrote of you
and I carried the weight
 of
your
eyes
swore to  the  
skies
and died some days  
inside
 
crept away
 from the love I had known
like my flowing hair  
in
golden
 sun  
 
left remembering
 his hairy arms
hard fingers
 digging
into the lush nature
 of my fawn
 
these trees still know me by name
and will they
remember yours