Fix

Hit after hit. Shot after shot. Pill after pill. Nothing. Take it away. Take. It. Away. Please! I'm begging to forget. I'm begging to feel something other than the hate, fear, sadness, pain. I try again and again to get that single second of not feeling anything. Fix after fix but nothing works. You're my only fix. The one that truly satisfies, even if it's not for long. But day after day, you slowly slip away, looking for a new fix of your own.