A Rose in heaven

Never would I think in a million years I would have you...want...or need you
Broken in despair I lost my voice...my reasons to exist
Alcohol and cigarettes were my comfort and you saw that. Instead of being like the others you fed into my darkness and dug unearth my light.
Days go by I didn't eat, didn't sleep...couldn't stop thinking...
But you stood by me force fed me with knowledge, love and a shoulder to rest my weariness when my tears were all cried out.
I RECOVERED!!!!!...ripping all bondage from my limbs and soar the skies.
Not for long, I returned and you were no longer there...my heart was broken when you left knowing I won't be seeing you anytime soon but you will always live in my  spirit- Rose