Recognize

Lie here alone emotionally weak
Consumed by memories
 My past wounds forever run so deep
I wait while you fade
The weight of my world was in the palm of your hand
So explain to me your master plan I can’t understand
Don’t have a clue why you’d do what you did to me
You were my life my whole world my reason to be
Daddy so strong stand by me side
But still I wait for you confused and no one told me why
You’re not there when I’m scared
Learn to fly but you’re not there
Memories begin to fade
Mothers more than just a name
Someday return and try to regain
The love I lost for you is replaced
By hate and guiltless shame
Pain because I don’t know why you ever left me
Hate because I realized you never let me
Live just a normal life because you scarred me
Emotionally inside so recognize
Well time has passed and now you realize
When you play the game well it comes with a price
I recognize what I needed to
Had my Daddy’s love
Why the fuck I need you…