Drug addict's admission

"You are such a strong woman.
No matter what I do, you always stand your ground.
No matter the bullshit I put you threw, all the heartache you are always there, looking at me with love in your eyes.
You are the man in this relationship.
You are strong!
you are unyielding!
you never let go!
And I am weak, frail and afraid.
I dont deserve you.
But even so, I am drawn to you.
I envy your resilience.
You are wonderful, beautiful, the purest soul I've ever seen.
I am ugly, and rotten, a shell of myself crumbling away.
You see me for who i am, who i was, and who i will be.
How are you so wise ?"