Suicidal Masterpiece

I was in love with my pain
I let it lead the way
To the place that
Would be the stage
Of my suicide
I followed silently
But I smiled all the way

So tired of it,
Dying is my relief 
Sweet end to a life
Of nothing but suffering
Once we'd reached
The cliff I closed my eyes
And went nowhere
But down, down, down

I hope all the hypocrites
Come to my funeral
They'll speak their shit
But i don't freaking mind
I'll be dead and gone by then
Nothing they say will change a damn

Lithium to my pain
Suicide you're
My closest friend
You've become my escape
The only one
Who has ever made me happy 
By ending it all
Oh isn't my tragedy a perfect masterpiece?