Wishing on Forever

Being strong
Being fragile
Abstracted from violence
Being tough
Yet so aggressively unraveled
Distanced from the wave

To show you who I am
Whatever that means
She reminds me nothing
is salvagable
Just because we think it is ours to keep
Nothing will be mine forever

The phrasing of wishing
Keeps me teathered to
Anywhere but here
Sometimes I want to hurt you
Or anyone
And the loss of action contributes
To my fears

And the best moments are the ones where we don’t need our explainations
“Thank you” is stange when you really mean it

These desires
And wanting to hold you
I wish I could remember you in motion forever
Trains come to mind in the distance
And then coming back to those familiar things
The comfort
The struggle
Of accepting what we don’t know and never will

And the best moments
Are the ones where we don’t need our explainations
“Thank you” is strange when you really mean it