Fail

As I
walk
run
breathe
Think

Be

Two times harder
Twenty times faster
Thousand times more complicated

And even so

 I fail

Is it my fault? Am I doing something wrong?

Doesn't matter how hard I try

I fail

Absolutely
Un-equiped
Un-fit
WEAK


Just not enough

Everything the right way
Everything harder
Everything better

And I still fail

Is this really the consequences of my actions?
Or is there something bigger than me at play?
 
If so;

Won't you think this isn't fair?
Can you consider I'm giving my all and best?
Wouldn't you say I've already paid my debt?

If not;

Does consequence follow actions?
Does anything have a natural order?
Or are we just pieces thrown at random?

Be it as may;

Order or chaos
Punishment or casualty
Fate or chance

I guess I'll keep failing
Harder
Better
Faster
Till I find my way