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The Same Day After Day
I've lost my mind, I'm feeling reckless, pretty much fucked up
Don't pity me for I am sane but flawed like the glass on a window pane
I wonder around in a world of my own, creeping up the stairs as still half asleep
Pondering and pacing with a splitting headche and sweat running down from my brow
Oh lord what happens now?
Am I crazy or have I always been this way, some will probably say I am crazy but that is their opinion
Anyway back down the stairs again, into the living room I roam
I look out of the window and it is dark and filled with gloom, but again so is this room which I am eternally used to
Oh well, here goes, try to watch some thing of TV, but it is so mundane and not the kind of thing I want to do at this moment in time
Maybe go for a walk, no that is not a good idea as it is dark and cold, (utters) what to do next
I know I will read a book, oh my god that is so boring and even more mundane than watching TV
Damn what to do with myself, I am pacing the floor at this moment in time, bored, bored so bored
Oh fuck it...better go to bed, but the dreams I have will keep me awake, damn I cannot settle and it is driving me mad
Where and when did I manage to get to this kind of place, and how did I even not know what was happening to me
All I can do is try to close my eyes and hope it will go away, but that is not so easy as every time I do
I end up been back to the start again...what to do?
Don't pity me for I am sane but flawed like the glass on a window pane
I wonder around in a world of my own, creeping up the stairs as still half asleep
Pondering and pacing with a splitting headche and sweat running down from my brow
Oh lord what happens now?
Am I crazy or have I always been this way, some will probably say I am crazy but that is their opinion
Anyway back down the stairs again, into the living room I roam
I look out of the window and it is dark and filled with gloom, but again so is this room which I am eternally used to
Oh well, here goes, try to watch some thing of TV, but it is so mundane and not the kind of thing I want to do at this moment in time
Maybe go for a walk, no that is not a good idea as it is dark and cold, (utters) what to do next
I know I will read a book, oh my god that is so boring and even more mundane than watching TV
Damn what to do with myself, I am pacing the floor at this moment in time, bored, bored so bored
Oh fuck it...better go to bed, but the dreams I have will keep me awake, damn I cannot settle and it is driving me mad
Where and when did I manage to get to this kind of place, and how did I even not know what was happening to me
All I can do is try to close my eyes and hope it will go away, but that is not so easy as every time I do
I end up been back to the start again...what to do?
Published 21st Jan 2018
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25th Jan 2018 8:45am
You describe things well enuff to make one want to come to your aid.
People that have NDEs (near death experiences) always go on about how God's love is overwhelming when He appears (as light) to them.
Some people - it is hard to imagine God loving them, the unlovable.
But then there is the other kind of person - people like yourself.
Yes, dare I say it, I think I can understand how God could love you.
People that have NDEs (near death experiences) always go on about how God's love is overwhelming when He appears (as light) to them.
Some people - it is hard to imagine God loving them, the unlovable.
But then there is the other kind of person - people like yourself.
Yes, dare I say it, I think I can understand how God could love you.
25th Jan 2018 10:14pm
26th Jan 2018 6:29pm
