Double Trouble

She was my first,
We all know first love never dies.

Our love was forbidden,
Our paths led separate ways,
Thoughts of us caressing each other,
I anticipated everyday.

The way she ran her fingers down my spine,
Kissed my lips gently, pulled my hair aggressively,
God I can't believe this amazing girl was mine.
Everyone else made it feel like being this way was a crime.

We hid from the world,
We couldn't let them see,
Us together,
In perfect harmony.

There's this boy next door,
He was a juvenile delinquent,
But after a while strange, deep feelings aroused for him,
How could I even think it!.

We conversed very often,
He was smooth with his words,
Thoughts of him lingered in my mind,
Thoughts of him caressing my curves.

We hung out together,
I figured he was a keeper,
But my body was craving him,
These feelings got deeper.

I can't let this happen,
This cannot be,
If I keep up this pace,
It'll be a love triangle, a triangle of us three.
Word will spread,
People will know,
What should I do,
I can't continue this show.

I love her,
I want him,
Is this even a normal thing!