What living is like

In this cold night
Everything doesn't seem right
Frustrations rushing inside my mind
Wanted to leave everything behind

That's what I thought
But my heart was caught
By the love my loved ones showed
So I fought

It's not easy as one, two, three
But I am trying best
So my mind could be free
And be ready for a quest

Life is not easy as you see
Frustrations, pressure, stress are part of ye
And if you will let it be
You will never feel glee