Vengeance  (honest feed back as this is true )

VENGENCE 

It's a word I hold close 
It's all because of you 
This demon was let loose 
I had no idea how quickly I could change 
From a happy go lucky kid 
It was like a light switch had flipped 
I still remember   every detail 
Every word that was. Said 
"That was my grandma 
Motherfucker 
In he'll I will see you " 
Your breaths became shorter 
Much faster then normal 
Watching you close your eyes 
Was the moment my life changed forever all I could recall was coming home to no answer the doors left unlocked 
That happens never when I wanted her room clothes all over 
That's when I found her 
Fucking coward tied her up left her bleeding 
This is when vengence 
Took a hold of me 

Standing in front of that judge   
I remember 10 yrs in prison you will spend 
And with out any emotion 
Without any care 
I looked at my grandmother 
Eyes soaked with sorrow 
All I could say is I'm sorry 
Off I went 
To survive a concrete jungle  it's called by so many men . 
Now that I'm out now that I'm free 

ask me again if I'd do it again 
And with a devilish grin no doubt 
I'd do it all over again 

shonuff