Subject to Hatred

I sometimes hear it scream inside me
shouting anger, hit me, fight me
dig this scratch more uninviting
blood begins to drip
 
My fate has become lonely poison
shouting hatred, fucking bash my
face into the concrete,and now
blood begins to poor
 
Slam on the brakes as I watch
you go through the windshield
 
I sometimes think that God is watching
laughing sinner, lose that smile
you think that your alone but I  
can see underneath those covers
 
Faith has become acid flashbacks
float a boat and geek into  
the morning light
MY SKIN RIPS!!!
 
Open i'm choking, lost my own purpose
hoping I'll die in my sleep, get away from me
help would be lovely but memories of me  
won't leave me alone and I'm crazy
 
Slam on the brakes as you watch
me go through the windshield