Passionate Pirate

Every day of a life sentence  
I built walls      
From my misery.    
Reinforced the walls      
With hope.      
Politely requested my demons to    
Become my gaurd.      
     
Suddenly you appear,    
Strutting right through my defenses,    
Acting like they are insignificant.    
     
As if it didn't take    
Years to build    
Layer by layer    
Using my      
Tears    
Pain    
Sorrow    
Anger    
Betrayal  
Shame  
Like glue  
     
Believing no one would be      
Capable of storming      
My cattle;    
Of penetrating deep    
Into my soul.    
     
Failing to think I would ever be      
Shook down to my core.    
Believing in my unremarkablness.    
Trusting the very demons    
Who are the      
Source of my dysfunction.    
Thinking becoming invisible      
Would be safe.    
     
Despite it all you accomplished all    
without a weapon.    
Leaving me questioning if my    
Castle is a sanctuary.    
Because...    
 
You brought to my attention that    
Its nothing more than a      
Lonesome hell.    
     
Finding myself in      
Desperate need of your hand.    
A need buried deep    
I didn't realize it existed.    
 
Then like a ghost you appeared    
Giving my soul peace in    
Friendship and love.      
     
Pleading for you to    
Please don't go?      
Your not striking me as      
much for a trash person, and    
I refuse to believe those      
Who claimed I'm just trash.    
     
Thinking  you dig for treasure      
Like a pirate,    
Plundering      
Taking what's there.    
No apologies    
Just passionate savage.    
Its sexy as hell.    
In a disturbed way