Own Thoughts

Thoughts an idea or opinion produced by thinking, or occurring suddenly in the mind.

What you see is the product of my own thoughts,
Who you see...
Is a slave chained to thoughts.

See, its like am fighting a little me in my head.
When i got saved 'born again' i surrendered all but its like i forgot what was in my head,
The storage of every sin, Dirt, Seen and heard,
The book of every cursing, swearing words unspoken.
Lust, Greed, Envy and Pride,
They are the opponents in the battle am fighting in my head.

Am sacred!
Because i find myself speaking holy yet thinking cursing words,
Memorizing the whole song "Too good at goodbyes" but blank on john 3:16.... 'For God so love the world'
Preaching against lust at the same time undressing her in my mind, its bad!

I am a hypocrite
Because its not only doing the opposite of what i said but thinking it too. 'Thoughts impure'

What you see is the product of my own thoughts,
Who you see...
Is a slave chained to thoughts.

A double minded man is unstable in all his ways,
James 8:1
To my thoughts i'm a slave.

Actions driven by thoughts 'unclean'
My mind creates excuses for my body to sin
"Its ok" it says, just pray and God will forgive.

See, my mind, my thoughts are Godless,
Faking Actions for eyes and making me faithless,
Reminding me of sins i did just after kneeling down to pray,
My mind could care-less,
Sending signals to my head to check my phone instead of my Bible,
Enjoying ungodly entertainment and pleasure yet go to church on sunday, 'Unstable'

What you see is the product of my own thoughts,
Who you see...
Was a slave chained to thoughts.

I'll admit i thought my thoughts were good because it was the only place i could sin and not get cought,
Act perfect yet think sinful...

But the God that saves aslo change my mind,
So to follow the God that made it and not the flesh its inside of...
Making all things new including my mind too,
The mind of Christ,
With thoughts dedicated like a child to our father.

Ow yes its not easy, but i had to fight the good fight for the renewing of my mind and Be stable!

One can never serve two masters, Only one God, either things of this world, your mind/thoughts or The only true God, 'The creator of heavens and earth'

So choose this day whom you will serve..
Be careful, not choose your own thoughts!!