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In the Thick of It
Unconciously...I fell for your tom foolery...and leapt into a bed of misery..wasting away..bit by bit....dying for your love...in the thick of it...I could've been the perfect one....I could've been your only one...but you were just having fun
I wasn't good enough to be your girl...you only call when your lonely..after you've hung out with everybody...I' m the last one you think of...until then...you ignore my text...you think i'm only good for sex...you're just like every body else...only thinking of yourself...until i get tired of waiting..and fuck somebody else
But i only want you...I hate to admit...i need you..in the thick of it...I aspire to be...the reason...the light...the path you go...but all i am...is your entertainment...a settlement in the back of your mind...i don't understand the destination...but i understand the climb...as much as i want you...i'm leaving you behind
The irony in all this...is we were Romeo and Juliet...everyone tried hard to break us apart...so we kept our love secret...sharing one heart...but the heart is just a muscle...and the world is bigger than you and me....I'm just a girl in love with a boy who's only using me
So use me...i don't mind it much...as long as i know what it is to feel your touch...abuse me..with your emotionless emotion...your fragmented words....a mans work...your excursion...lava me...damn me to Hell...cause i can't stop loving you now
Where is the oracle of truth...how can i make it to you...when your brain washed mind..drifts so far away...under an ocean of ice...frozen in display...my soul knows to leave you alone but my spirit shouts...pick up the phone...I am stuck in the Twilight Zone...completely on my own...
Our story lies in the dead sea scrolls...and ends in the holy bible...no seance or revival can bring us back to where we used to be...or maybe i'm not thinking clearly...maybe i should think more of me...cause if you won't love me..someone else will...I don't have to take this shit...but it's too late for me now...I'm in the thick of it.
I wasn't good enough to be your girl...you only call when your lonely..after you've hung out with everybody...I' m the last one you think of...until then...you ignore my text...you think i'm only good for sex...you're just like every body else...only thinking of yourself...until i get tired of waiting..and fuck somebody else
But i only want you...I hate to admit...i need you..in the thick of it...I aspire to be...the reason...the light...the path you go...but all i am...is your entertainment...a settlement in the back of your mind...i don't understand the destination...but i understand the climb...as much as i want you...i'm leaving you behind
The irony in all this...is we were Romeo and Juliet...everyone tried hard to break us apart...so we kept our love secret...sharing one heart...but the heart is just a muscle...and the world is bigger than you and me....I'm just a girl in love with a boy who's only using me
So use me...i don't mind it much...as long as i know what it is to feel your touch...abuse me..with your emotionless emotion...your fragmented words....a mans work...your excursion...lava me...damn me to Hell...cause i can't stop loving you now
Where is the oracle of truth...how can i make it to you...when your brain washed mind..drifts so far away...under an ocean of ice...frozen in display...my soul knows to leave you alone but my spirit shouts...pick up the phone...I am stuck in the Twilight Zone...completely on my own...
Our story lies in the dead sea scrolls...and ends in the holy bible...no seance or revival can bring us back to where we used to be...or maybe i'm not thinking clearly...maybe i should think more of me...cause if you won't love me..someone else will...I don't have to take this shit...but it's too late for me now...I'm in the thick of it.
Published 6th Jan 2018
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17th Jan 2018 8:44am
this is passion felt and passion full...
i was taken in by the torment of the situation, the pain that you dont want to even escape from,
because the good in the bad are so deeply intertwined that you'll keep risking the hurt jus so you can enjoy the best parts of the worse times...brilliantly done
and it almost reads as if it were a song...
i was taken in by the torment of the situation, the pain that you dont want to even escape from,
because the good in the bad are so deeply intertwined that you'll keep risking the hurt jus so you can enjoy the best parts of the worse times...brilliantly done
and it almost reads as if it were a song...
17th Jan 2018 5:04pm
Well i do like to write songs baby. I am happy you like this. This is a more...personal poem for me. Describes one relationship in particular that led to a nasty break up. Most of my poems are...true stories. Very few are made up fun but my goal is to give people something to think about. Whats sad is...none of the people i love even read my poetry and books. I might write about that.
17th Jan 2018 9:55pm
I understand that , most of mine are either about my experiences or someone I know or either how I think others might’ve felt about me
That is usually where the best writing comes from but I can definitely understand the inspiration
That is usually where the best writing comes from but I can definitely understand the inspiration
