day to day

          
 
       breif cases , with a secure grip on the handle;  
        suited down; taking great stake gambles;  
        never has one been down that journey;  
        irregular heart beat pace, searching for a high;  
 
 
       to distract from the lows that income,  
       like a launched missile throughout one's being;  
       observing the happenings, during the stillness;  
       as one braces self like, a dentist appointment way over due....  
 
 
        meanwhile; smelling the roses, is an understatement;  
        is this tiredness or the state of grooming patience;  
        perhaps both; either way one's pushed like each newborns' first cry;  
        bewilderedness, bright lights, smoke screens....
 
 
        fire to one's dome like mike's hair grease during any performance;  
        not a nurse in sight; when the lights go out;  
        yesterday's damaged cells blankets one's cortex day to day;  
        at times that white padded room enters one's mind....


       day to day the ultimate plan is,
       a safe landing from overcast skies....