"His Stellar Eyes"

She said she'll paste the colors
On his magnificent stellar eyes
So that melancholy will hide
And replaced by his hidden desires

For his iris, was alone with the black
Caused of people always turning their backs
And then he smiled, out of luck
Evanesced, left traces unlocked

She was trying to show that rain
Has something to do with the pain
That she could pull out a trigger
And show something better

But even his tears painted colorless
His smiles was the product of his bitterness
She was surprised he brought a chain
Broke his own accord, living in vain

She wanted to know what makes him happy
And frequently heard him whispering agony
That if he ever was when someone is to die
He wished he could rest and just lie

For a moment when he told goodbye
She doesn't seem to fathom all the why's
Why he was eager to seek out and leave?
Doesn't that make him lost and bereave?

And then when he said everything's gone within him
Life's rainbow, seasides and gems were put in dim
And yelled, why does it never took it all?
Why is he still standing when he is about to fall?

She realized, happiness is somewhat daunting
White, yellow, laugh, sparkles is not yet convincing
For it never took the challenge to be filled with black
For it has never been affected when life sucks

He commited murder, his life long dream
For it was no life when living is not part of him
Walk like a zombie with his tired eyes
He doesn't want to be lifeless and be cold as ice

So when the autumn leaves fall every second on his grave
It was late november, filled with dust and memories not saved
As stood there, riled to know that the thing I thought
Was pointless and his answers to me were finally caught