Imminence

I was already feeling hopeless
Never really able to forget
the middle of my room is a massive mess
All things I've held onto in distant past

But there was one fucking box
One that held my eye
Oh God, I knew exactly what was inside
I knew I shouldn't have looked, but I just couldn't help it

Letters and papers belonging to her
The one who seemed to really care
Now gone forever, with nothing to prevent it
I just want it all to go away, I knew all I would feel is pain in the end

Now my cheeks have been stained
I looked to a brand new blade
I wish I could've just ended this whole shitty charade