I hope you're as happy as you pretend to be.

I hope you’re at your happiest right now.
Now that you don’t have to deal with the drama,
Of our relationship.
Now that you don’t have to worry about even talking to me,
Or seeing my face.
I hope you’re feeling better now.
Now that I’m out of the picture,
Now that you don’t have me stressing you out.
Making everything so hard for you,
Yeah isn't that what you said?
I hope you’re doing great!
See you’re full of shit,
I refuse to listen to your lies like that.
Cause you’re the kind of person that thinks everything is a hassle,
Like communication and not being selfish.
Well that’s life.
That’s love,
That’s human connection.
No one ever said it’d be fucking easy!
But I guess you’ll realise how easy it was with me when you’re onto the next.
And I hope I’m the constant thought in your head when he talks,
When he touches your hand or even looks at you.
I hope I haunt your mind,
Invading it and controlling it.
I thought you cared but how could you sit there and let me blame myself,
Rip and tear myself apart when I wasn't at fault at all!
How could you be so cold to someone who tried like I did.
But it’s okay,  
Rip your bong,
Talk to guys who will never give a fuck about you.
Do the shit you were doing before I came long.
 
 
"In all honesty, I really hope you're as happy as you pretend to be"
 
 
- This is how I vent. Don't hold it against me.
 
NJT