Let Me Think

I am very broken and scarred
My mind likes to wander far into the dark
I let it off the chain, I like it that way
That is the way it'll always stay

I am not a child
None of my thoughts are remotely mild
I wanna die all the time,
The love of hatred keeps me alive
Doesn't mean I can't think for myself
I'm not some fucking toy on a shelf
I know your shitty games and bullshit ways
Your secrets are no longer for safe keeping
Don't hold my hand, I can see better than you think
Don't bother to bend my mind, I'm already full of kinks
I can think for my own fucking self, I don't need you
Just give me what I need, that's all you had to do