I want to be a mum

I sit and play with the children everyday
One day I hope I'll be albe to say that's my little one
I'm getting older but my belly hasn't grown yet
Some peolpe don't want me to have a kid that's all they say
It's beacuse of how I was when I was younger but that's done
I know that one day when the time is right it will happen I bet

I want to fill my child move inside of me
I want to be awoken by small crys
I want to hold tiny fingers and fill soft skin next to mine
But I wonder if it's really not meant to be
Don't get me wrong before I didn't want any ties
But as I watch the kids grow I know I haven't got much time

I want to be a mum I want to eat werid food and get fat
I want to change my own babys smelly nappy
I want to watch my tiny baby sleep
But I want my man by my side and not some bloke whoes a love rat
Haveing my man and baby would make me more then happy
I want people to laugh beause my house in just a toy heap

I have choosen my baby names
I dream of how it will be
I want to wipe away tears
I'm older and I've played all the silly young games
I'm ready to settal and play house thats how my life should be
I want to share my baby's fears

People say I'm good with the kids but wouldn't cope with my own
I'm not the selfish girl I was when I was in my teens
Ok I admite I can still be a kid and still do worng
But in my life I sometimes think I'll be alone
With the kids my life is full and I'm full of beans

One day I know I will fill that little one grow in me
I'll fill the pain and say I don't want to push no more
But when I see my baby I'll have the biggest smile on my face
I will be the best mum you will see
My baby will always be with me for sure
My baby will one day hold all my love and my heart's space.