All Darkness Halfness Deceit

..a permanent feeling of halfness has always been sleepig inside of me ..everything was half ,they were born as half .they were living as half

and finally dying as half..it's the embodiment of orphanhood..also of my upcoming misery..

Grandiose plans which never took a form , foolish conceit ,non-objective -as if conceit could ever be objective -

and the recipe of evil was ready to boil..