from :-) to :-(

i see you here
i see you there
then i see you
nowhere
 
and
 
at that moment
the cheeks just drop
from :-) to  :-(  
like a silent yet fast  
deflation
of the heart, mind
and soul
 
well life
has its  
crests and troughs
soft and toughs
 
and these  
troughs
and toughs
i really think
i can
do without!